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Harap maaf, anda tidak dpt. aww aku igtkn dpt en, takpe lah tamau pun act haha

Labour Day

Ehh so yesterday went to see Mak Tok, she's flying off to Mekah today, rite now I think lah around it maybe haha. So yada yada see her, talk about Matrix and U yada yada, yep nampak sgt malas nak type sbb dah tak larat dah nak cite, why do I even write? Cuz I have THE TIME hahaha. Then, abah said "Jum p rumah tok lang", those words, those 4 little words, I could just die. and I said to myself ahh tamau p, but then boring ddk rumah paksu gahh p jalah, hope that bitch tadak. Then abah said "Ehh p siap cepat kita nak p suma", the heck? mmg terpaksa ayeyeye DEAD. IN front tok lang's house, if i see her i'm gonna kick her bitch ass away, and thank god she's not there, they just left hallelujah ! AWHSOMENATION ALERT ! haha. But then, there's always oh farida da drive smp sini da dgn kwn, oh cepat kan, oh farida nie oh farida tu, eh tak farida tgh tggu uitm, dia pun p interview. farida this, farida that I almost commite a suicide just hearing your name, IDGAF ABOUT YOU AT ALL DAMMIT ! erghh mcm ddk dlm hell kena dgr nama dia *sigh.

Then went to KLCC, by some lasagna for ashraf since he's craving it so much. And oh yeah I bought that book Think Of A Number ;) *happyfaceon* haha. I still havent finish those two books yet I bought another one, tamak gila kan? tapi tu buku kotttt my fav laaa haha.

Changing routes again

OKAY. SO, I woke up then suddenly first thought was orthodontist came to my mind and says you must become that ;), weird rite? So, I told mama that I wanna be orthodontist and she says you sure its not going to be like fashion? *angkatkening*, yep pretty sure this time *determine*. I asked her between fashion, architecture and doctor which is easier to have a job and she says doctor cuz Malaysia still need more. So then I thought over and over and over and I've made up my mind and I'll shall become an orthodontist yayyy haha. 

I want fashion so bad that I forgot that I'd applied for Matrix haha. I was hoping so much that I got into Uitm but now err not so much since I blew up the interview haha xD. So about Matrix, I want to applied for Sains Fizikal but accidentally applied for Sains Hayat, since I didnt know what the heck both was so I followed Ieyra hahaha. And now my mistake I can still be a doctor, lucky me :) haha. My Bio was so bad I thought I never had a chance to do medic and I shouldnt let my fears take over and limit my options now should I? But hey I've got the chance so why blew that up? ;)

Just WHY?

Okay so why am I typing this now, in the middle of the nite? Cuz I need to get this thing off my chest.  SO here's the thing, my dad came back and I told him I got into Matirx in Perak and he was like 'Whoaa Perak? Matrix? Is it doctor?', 'Yep'. 'So you're going to take it rite if you didnt get fashion?', 'err, but I want fashion' *silence*. Then he said 'Amek doctor laa kaya nanti' and in my head what? so this is about being rich even if I'm dead scared to death to even look at the needle? like seriously doesnt my feelings even count? like if I become a doctor yeah I'll be successful and rich but I CANT EVEN TOUCH THE NEEDLE OR EVEN LOOK AT IT CUZ I'LL GET SHAKEY AND MY WHOLE BODY FEELS ALL WEAK AND THAT DOESNT FREAKIN' COUNT REALLY?! *sigh. you know, god gives us all one life but numerous choices, so you've chose that and thats what you really want to do rite? like that's your dream job kan? like mine is being a top known fashion designer so what if I've blew up the interview, so yeah I dont know any Malaysian top designer and I cant answer any of the question but I still love it. you know I wont give up so easily ayte? If it came to I'm giving up, my whole life is pretty torn up, I'll kill myself. Heh I rather be average and do what I love then being a snob and do what I hate doing. There's a quote saying in fact everyone says 'Do what you love, believe yourself and follow your dream and it'll come true', I'm trying to do that but if you kept on changing my route I'll live a life that I hate and every morning I'll say "I hate my job".

Bracieeee

Ohhh bracieeee, yesssss just went to see my orthodontist today hee, after 3 weeks I had some crazy colours in my mouth, I had three to be exact; pinkish purple *fav, pale pink and purple. You know what the doc said, he said "Ehh jgn bg dia pilih, kesian dia kne pikir pikir, kite buh je kale kale baru lawa", I was like dude, you're crazy then again so am I hahaha. So today ckp dekat doc yg wire tak masuk ring and he said "Huckkkk :O, takpe hari nie kite betulkan", seriously doc? was it necessary bg aku tekejut? haha. Then the nurse gave him the pinkish purple punya getah and I was like yay yay *jumpingaroundinmyhead* sebab dpt my fav kale, then nurse tu ckp "Ehh kite letak kale nie lah *purple*", then cepat cepat aku ckp "ehh nak yg nie *pinkishpurple*", booyahhh ! dpt pinkish purple woot woot like satu mulut same kale finallyyyyyyyy, if can jgn lah tukar tukar kale nie serious lawa gila gilaaaaa kalau buleh nak kawen *overpulak hahaha. nak tunjuk bracie nie but malas lah nak tgkp gmba mcm takde keje je nak post blog smp nak tgkp gmba bracie hahaha, later peeps xD

Waiting waiting and still waiting :|

I've just check matrix intake and it says 'Tahniah! Anda telah ditawarkan ke Program Matrikulasi Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia' dekat Gopeng, Perak. Dude, I never even heard Gopeng before, I never even knew they existed :O haha. So, I'm still waiting for UPU, Uitm please please please dpt nak sgt sgt more than anything :(

Bebeh

Sooo, here's the thing this girl I called her Bebeh hahaha. I read her blog just now cuz I saw a cartoon cockroach pic and I was like what the hell? haha, looks so funny so I had to read it and my gad is was too damn funny, sorry bebeh tp lawak sgt hahahahaha